Dream

"As a kid, this is what I wanted my life to be. Not in my wildest dreams did I dare to dream it would be this." #Mandy Hale TSW

I stumble that quote when I visited Mandy's page. Mandy is one of my favorite writer. She's been blogging about how beautiful a woman is even being single. She is an inspiration to a single lady. An eye opener to a woman who pretend to be-happy in a relationship even if for real she's NOT!

Honey say's
____At the beginning I so believe that planning ahead of time is much more better than not to plan at all. Well at some point, planning makes life a little easier. But come to think of it, that no matter how much we plan for our future, there is still one person that will decide in the end, AGREE?.

What I-do is PRAY before I make decisions. Since it's only GOD that knows what's right and best for us. I let him takeover my life, coz I know for sure that HE has plans for me. all it take is just a perfect time for everything.

Just like the other night. I was in a dilemma again in making BIG decision. I know the decision I will be making will give great impact to-me personally. I kneel and pray. That is just my key and it's really effective. My friends, the answer of my prayer is on a form of a dream. I was kissed by an angel, telling me everything will be alright. Yes! You heard me right. An angel kissed me in a form of a white dove. I was really amazed in my dream. First time that it happens to me.

Happy weekend everyone!

Ramblings...

The weather this week changes from time to time. Sometimes the sun is up and sometimes it's hiding from nowhere.

It's like the emotions that I am feeling in the last few days. Honestly I am so looking forward to finish my training. All I need is a job to be able to escape this boredom at home. I don't want to live a life full of sadness. I need an outlet.

I dream of being successful, and I don't just write it down on a piece of paper. I want to work for it. Yeah! This training in Makati is the first step I am taking. Next month I am so done with books, pens and papers.

I will be applying work soon which is the 2nd step on my list. When I get a job. I want to save every penny of my salary. As much as possible I want to purchase only the things I need. Neglect the things I want. I will just buy them in the future when I have enough.

This is the new me. I think I am decision wise now in terms of budgeting. But with emotions I am very weak. I can cry all day when I feel the pain inside my heart. Oh! poor honey. feeling so alone right now..

People around me think I am a Happy woman. They just don't know I've been to a lot of struggles in life..

Oh well... Life is so confusing...


Emotion is like a weather Report.. Sometimes the sun is shining, and sometimes it is hiding while the rain is pouring..