What will I be 10 years from now

My Internet connection is as slow as a turtle walk, but it did not stop me to browse around and check what is going on in the world right now. But for the meantime my brain have been hurting, understanding some English that I think only dictionary can define. So then I decided to write down some random things that hit me.

Perhaps this is a question that everybody asked about themselves but neither one can give such a definite answers. "What will I be 10 years Now?" I have been asking this question to myself since after I graduated high school. But no answers have been found. In fact I live with the question for many years, and now that I look back I realize that the answer is just in front of me. The answers to that question 10 years ago. I become the person that I never thought I would be. polished with experience in life is what makes me a better individual. a stronger. a more responsible and a grown up lady.

But what if I'm gonna ask myself that same question? I am now 30 years old. "What will I be 10 years from Now?" My honest answer is: I see myself as a beautiful wife taking care of my husband. I believe my fiance is the man that God saved just for me. God knows I deserve James because He knows I am a good girl. That is why 10-20-30-40 many years from now, I claim it. I am already Mrs. Lindsey :)

This too shall pass...

Speaking from the heart. I honestly wanted to rest for one more week. I don't feel like going out and finding a job just yet. Those days at the hotel drown all of my energy, that is why right now I want to be lazy even just for few more days.

BUT...

I have a need to find a job as soon as possible. My budget is not in good shape now. I felt sad thinking about this. This year I've reach the lowest point in my life. I never imagine myself going through this boat. never at all..

BUT then again...

This boat of unhappiness makes me a better person. It helps me realize that life is not a bed of roses. It could be a bed of roses, but with thorns in it. OUCH! hehehhe.... As for me everything happens for a certain reason. So many uncertainty. right? My life and emotions is in limbo(literally) one minute I am OK and next minute I felt alone and neglected.

BUT....

it's OK.... nO MATTER how many bucket of tears I cried everyday, LIFE for me goes on... because I'm sure

THIS TOO SHALL PASS

Thoughts of the Day

Don't let heart over power your mind. It causes trouble and leads you in the wrong direction. Stay focus with your goal. Future's happiness depends in your daily action.

I am determine to be successful in my own little ways. find a job, save as much as I could. Sacrifice today and you will be rewarded at the right time.As I said many time even without a man. I am confident I can do it.. :)

By the way, here's what I did yesterday.

After church...