and I say....

I don't know what happened to-me. I really try to compose some words for my blog but it seemed like my powerful brain don't allow me this time. Let see how far this post can go.. he he!

I have so many things to say. too many experience to share. but there's always "but" since I don't know where to start writing. see? it still in the topic of being mum.. hmmm...

Well, just wanted to share that life is not as easy as 123. Everyday we have to keep living. Embracing positive and negative emotions. Sometimes we feel like it's OK, and sometimes we feels like there's a bunch of sh*ts. But, life for me is always a blessing.

I remember how God saved me from a car accident early this year. I think God did that for a purpose. I perhaps see the purpose now, but it's not that clear yet. I have a strong feeling this might be it. The reasons why HE put me in a very hard situation. He knows I am strong and I can handle it with a smile. And I'll be able to put a smile in someone else face too..

Loving myself now...

Just living my life one day at a time.. I know everything will turn out right in god's perfect time..

OJT.. Experiences and more...

In two days from now I am finally done with my On the Job Training. I couldn't believe how time flies very fast. It was early last month when I rant and rave about the pending task at school. Well, honestly I am more than proud of myself for achieving the job with a flying colors.Am I bragging here??? sort of.. hehehhe!

If you know me personally you can see how my life is in a real limbo this past few months. I cried rivers of tears every day and night before I sleep. But I keep my faith to God that one day I will be fine. I remember not eating for few days hoping not to wake up no more. That was crazy.hehehhe..

Graduation has passed and On Job Training is almost over. Soon, I will be facing a real life of my own. Dreaming new dreams and Conquering life without fears. I know I can-do it. I am a strong woman...

This is what I have learnt in life. Standing up when you fall. No matter how deep it is, as long as your still alive and kicking then you still have a chance to be happy. One day in God's perfect time He will give you a total package of happiness. The secret is just being PATIENCE....

some quotes...

While browsing I see this quote on some facebook's page. Might as well shared it, to inspire you. It works on my part though.. :)

When life knocks you down on your knees, just remember that you are in the perfect position to pray

Hope you have a blissfully saturday morning!

Happy Mother's Day!

I have gone through a lot of trials in life. With my almost 29 years of existence I would say life isn't always easy.Sometimes I feel like I wanted to surrender the battle. I wish my mom is around with me, perhaps I might not experience so much pain that I am feeling right now.

When my mom was around, life for me is very peaceful. Anytime I need her she's always there giving her two hands willingly. Now, that she's gone it's way too different.

I wish I could turn back the hands of time when my mother is around.. I Love you mom. Happy Mother's Day! I missed you so much....

Hotel Training..

Today we have 3 days seminar at the hotel. Our check in time is 2 in the afternoon meaning I still have time to browse around the internet. I am debating if I will bring my laptop or not.. will see what happen..

Right now, I am feeling a little stress. Just some daily thoughts in my head. Life isn't always easy.. While driving in the journey, sometimes it's bumpy. But I'm pretty sure along the way their is goodness waiting.

No quiting.. Life is always Life though...

tough times

I was up all night. I just could not sleep right away so I spent time with my friend at home.

Today I will go to school for our graduation practice. I hated to attend the said event for some reason. I hope the money that I paid will be worth it. I don't know if I will be smiling on the ceremony. My family is not around here, and I feel alone. It's sad isn't it?

Aside from that my Grandpa died yesterday. I feel really sad and aching inside. I wish to see him on his last day but I know I can't be there.

Life has been so tough. full of trials along the way... but I am determine to be successful. Just one day at a time...