The Bird in our Yard...

I get up early everyday when the husband is working. I make sure he has everything he needs before he gets out of bed. I also take care of Lilly (my spoiled doberman) in the morning. She needs to go outside to-do her thing. While standing I see this beautiful Red Bird on the Bird Feeder. Out of curiosity I walked towards the birdy's direction. Surprisingly, the little bird just look at me and didn't even bother to fly.

 So I run inside the house and grab my camera. This was my first shot of her.

she just stand still.

 

Took another shot closer and she just stay there.I'm happy I got a close-up
shot of this little beauty.

ain't she pretty?

Then I begin to wonder, if there's something wrong with her. It's so unusual for this sweet bird to stay where she at for a while.But a couple of seconds later, she fly away. I was relieved knowing that she is OK.

Love song

I heard a song on the radio today. As I religiously listen to it's lyrics I realize that it exactly fit in me. It sound like the song is made just for me. J made me forget, that once upon a time my heart has been broken into a real small pieces. God is so good for helping  me pick up those pieces and put it back together. And when He knows I am ready, He allow me to meet my fiance. I am thankful that He gave James in perfect timing.

I feel so fresh and vibrant. Life has been so good to me. Thanks God :)

Day#28 to Happiness

I do-missed my High school friends. It has been a while since the last time I talk to them. Social network is a big help really. I am perfectly H-A-P-P-Y!

The other day I got a chance to talk to my high school buddies. They all wonder what happened to me. The chit chat lasted until midnight. When I had my first major break up, I decided to deprive myself on being active with the social network. I guess that helps a lot during the healing process.

I was in hiatus for more than a year. Trying to get to know myself, evaluate my strength and weaknesses. And now that I am ready to face the world again, I decided to call them 1-by-1. I heard happy voices from the other line. I was in tears when I heard them. Time fly by. everyone has their own family. I am really happy for all of them'.

They never asked me what happened. All they were asking is if I am OK?. I was the one who opened up everything about me. My friends was shocked. Of course! I have some white lies that I am keeping myself. I honestly don't share my personal life to the public at all. I have learned my lessons. :)

Now, I am a happy person that I used to-be. Not worrying of what is going to happen in the next couple of days. I am not faking my SMILES no more. Seriously, Life is so short to be unhappy. God has blessed me with many beautiful things. And I thank him so much for that. :)

Just Daily

It's been raining non-stop since Thursday. I hope the rain will completely gone before I run out of clean clothes. I have a pile of laundry and I hate it.

Wednesday I will start working again. Iam looking forward to finish my medical exam so that I can forward my documents to the agency. I hope and pray that this training will give a good fruit in the future. I am claiming it with faith.

So Help me God... :)

How powerful LOVE is???

This post is inspired when I was wastching a T.V program about a "gay and a lesbian" who got married in church.I find it very entertaining since it's one of a very rare situation where both gay's(literally men-woman) fell in love with each other.See how powerful love is?

Everyone in this world deserves to be loved. Wether your man,woman,gay or a lesbian. Even dog's in the street needs someone's affection. Love is something that makes you feel accepted no matter how worst the situation is. No matter how tough the time is for you LOVE is always there comforting you and telling you that everything will be alright. TRUE love never quits.

I am a woman that strongly believes that there is a right person for each of us. Along the way we may stumble and fall into pieces, got hurt and perhaps may have scars due to that certain heart break. But isn't it true that falling in love is a wonderful thing?

I have my own fair share of stories about that. But it doesn't mean I will end my world just because someone broke my heart. I won't stop loving..

I know I deserve the BEST. and Someone deserves the BEST in me too..

Here's a famous bible quote that I include...

1 Corinthians 13

If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror;then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

and I say....

I don't know what happened to-me. I really try to compose some words for my blog but it seemed like my powerful brain don't allow me this time. Let see how far this post can go.. he he!

I have so many things to say. too many experience to share. but there's always "but" since I don't know where to start writing. see? it still in the topic of being mum.. hmmm...

Well, just wanted to share that life is not as easy as 123. Everyday we have to keep living. Embracing positive and negative emotions. Sometimes we feel like it's OK, and sometimes we feels like there's a bunch of sh*ts. But, life for me is always a blessing.

I remember how God saved me from a car accident early this year. I think God did that for a purpose. I perhaps see the purpose now, but it's not that clear yet. I have a strong feeling this might be it. The reasons why HE put me in a very hard situation. He knows I am strong and I can handle it with a smile. And I'll be able to put a smile in someone else face too..

Learn to dance life's rhythm and everything will be OK...

some quotes...

While browsing I see this quote on some facebook's page. Might as well shared it, to inspire you. It works on my part though.. :)

When life knocks you down on your knees, just remember that you are in the perfect position to pray

Hope you have a blissfully saturday morning!