Happy Birthday to me...

My Birthday will be in a few hours from now. I wonder where did time goes.. It just passed by on my face so fast. Like the soft air that I feel on my skin. Oh well.. there is nothing to worry. It is just a number that will add to my years. But the face? yeah. still looking like in my 20sh.. LOL!

My 29th year was kind of tough. I still consider it one of the toughest time of my life. Changes that is so drastic, and situations that made me a person that I am today. Their are days that I am OK, but some days were also hard. as in really hard specially when I am stacked home alone in my little apartment. The four corners of my room are my best friend as well as my little computer. This are the things that know the real me. Dramas are included. But here I am standing strong and keeping my head held high. I know in God's perfect time I will be experiencing a wonderful life once more. And It begins to unfold as what my previous post reveal.

Another year added. Now I live 30 years in this beautiful world. I feel so blessed. God never neglect me. He is always there for me throughout my journey. Sometimes I don't understand his decisions, but inspite of that I do-believe that he has reasons and there is a good purpose why he let me experience hard times. God is the best planner. I can attest to that.

My plan on my birthday. To-be honest I want to take pictures as many as I can. I want to shop till I drop. I want to buy jeans, shirts, shoes, sandal, slippers shades, bags, perfume and perfumes.LOL!. I want to go stroll around the mall. I want to eat street foods, junk foods, cakes, ice cream Mc chicken, fries, cook float and Red Hot addidas.. hahaha! I want to spoil myself with all the delicious street junk foodies.. LOL!

Seriously I want to spent my birthday alone.I will be selfish and spent time with ME,MYSELF,and I. I'm not sure if I can-do it though.

Looking forward:

I am looking forward for the decision from CEM in the next 8 weeks. I am excited and real nervous. I hope this time around my heart will not be broken into pieces. Even if this will be my real birthday gift from above I will be very happy and Thankful for all my life. Lord I am keeping my faith in you, I know you will grant it to me..
I love you..


The birthday girl,
Honeybunch