UPDATE....

We just came home from our vacation in the Philippines. It was one of the most memorable vacation to date. Why? because nobody knows that we are going home. We kept it a secret for a long time. Husband and I bought the ticket Sept 2018. It was quite overwhelming to keep the secret. There were days that I so wanted to tell my sister about it. But the element of surprise will be ruin if I do so.

Husband can't believe when I told him I will tell none. He thought I will just keep it for a month or so. But nope! This girl can keep your secret...

Our family has a group chat. Every time their is a family gatherings or occasion everyone logged in to the family group chat and shared stories or details. So when they told me they are going to the beach, It was a perfect opportunity for me.

At the beach....
   Husband and I arrived late. It was high tide that time, so We struggle finding all of them. The place is so big, and their were so many people around. So we just keep on walking hoping we are going on the right direction,. Then I heard somebody call my name. Mommy Honey! Uncle James!!!!... The voice was so familiar! take note it has been 3 years since the last time we visit the family,. The kids were growing up so fast. So we turn our heads around, and their I saw my nephew! and few steps away I see my families table. All of them! they can't believe what they saw. They were so shocked! and wonder if anybody knows anything. I said nope! We kept it a secret for a long time.

We dig on the Food. My stomach is growling because I was so hungry that time. and the rest of the days and the coming days were history......

2019 vacation is one of the Simplest we ever did, but the purest and happiest moments of our lives.

Spending time with the Husband and the family is always a blessings. I am one lucky human being to be able to spend my life with the people I love the most. And for that I am  FOREVER THANKFUL TO MY CREATOR IN HEAVEN. 

I missed my mom and bay brother though, but it's OK one day we will be reunited with them...

I GOT MY LICENSE!

JAN 24 was the day I got my license. I am overjoyed to say the least. I have been working on it for the past two months.When the lady at the DMV hand it to me I was over the moon.

I know I need to slow down with this emotions. But hey this is another Achievement unlocked!

But...... Do you really believe I will be using it? Perhaps you wonder if I have the guts to drive by myself. I know self doubt is too late. I have my license already. I am very nervous thinking about it. So this blog will be a series of my emotions. I wanted to document every little emotions I will be feeling in the coming months. With all my heart I wanted to keep pushing. I know I can. I believe I can. I just have to practice every single day. Whenever the husband ask me to drive, I will definitely say YES in a heartbeat. I guess that will be the secret to confidence. 

Sometimes I feel so duwag, maybe most of the time. But wait......

Remember those times in Manila when I knew nobody? at first it was the scariest decision I made in my life. But what Happens???? I enjoyed it so much that I don't even wanna go back to Cebu for Vacation. (that was a little lie). I love Cebu. I was just too scared to go back and then people think I am a failure. Yep! that was the truth. The main reason that I avoided going back to Cebu for a long time. But not anymore!

Also.. Remember those times when I enroll college by myself. Remember I wanted to go to nursing school but decided to  switch to Hotel Management because I am too scared to poke people, or maybe to scared of seeing bloods and wounds? Remember that? And now What???? I regret every-time I think about it. But One thing I never regret. Meeting my friends. They are the ones that saved me and help me heal my broken heart. Ahhhh. those were the days. I still can remember how I was tore into pieces. I THANK MY SAVIOR IN HEAVEN for blessing me now with a wonderful man. 

Today: I will continuously remind myself to TRUST that everything I do will be for the better. It will be a constant battle believe me. I know I can drive., just one day at a time. One road-trip at a time. 

Long Overdue.....

Hey.. hey.. hey!

  It has been a while. I am talking about almost 2 years ago since my last life update in my virtual diary. That sure sounds like a long time. But wait? It doesn't feel like forever at all. Prolly because I am having so much fun being a housewife that I forget time pass by so quickly.

I admit, I visit my blog once in a while, Especially on my down times( woman issue. LOL!) and I am so happy that I keep a record of my thoughts on those past years. It reminded me to keep grounded and appreciate the present, because while reading my old post, everything that I have now is actually what I dreamed of. I was dreaming of a wonderful husband and God provided me. I am so grateful beyond words of everything that is happening in my life.

Sooooooo... Update!

Last Dec. 15 2018, I decided to enroll in the driving school. Husband has been encouraging me to learn how to Drive, but I am so scared and terrified every-time I think about it.  But One day I was ready and so I call the School , ask as many information as I can possibly gather, then I called the husband and he told me GO!

Fast forward....
Dec. 15 was my first day. (8 hours Classroom). That means we have 8 hours to learn about road signs, situations, and the laws.

Jan. 05..... was my first actual driving. 2 hours on the main highway with stop signs and lane merges                   which by the way my first time in everything. I mean, I practiced driving 2 years ago, but                        it's just along our neighborhood so It's not a big deal. But anyways, my instructor told                     me I did good knowing it is my very first time.

My next schedule will be this coming Monday which is JAn.14 2019. I condition myself and prepare my inner thoughts, that I can do it. I know I can.. So yeah! I am so excited to do another 2 hours driving again. That's all for now.. Life has been so good to me.

Love,