Prayer warriors please help us pray.

March 12, 2014 @ 2 in the afternoon. It was that certain moment when we got a crashing news.A lady that is very close to our heart is diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. I remember completely how I can't stop my tears from rolling down. It hurts me so much and thinking about it, still makes me sick on my stomach. She is my husband mother and I consider her my Mother in this side of the world.

I honestly love her, as She treated me like one of her own and love me like a little girl. I hope and pray that God will give our family enough strength to fight for our battle. My husband's family is very close with each other. Every weekend we always finds time to visit the in-laws. James look up his parent so much. He loves them so dearly not just in words but through his actions. Thinking about it makes me feel like crying again, as I knew how painful the news is to him specially to his daddy.

March 13, 2015 Friday we went with them on her first check up with her pathologist. I remember so clearly when the Doctor asked his daddy of how many years they have been married. 52 years he replied. Then he said again, Please Doc. help us to live another 52 years more. The Doctor smile and said: I promise to be in the driver seat and we will fight her battle hard. Daddy Thank him a lot. That certain Doctor is like a family friend to them. He is Daddy's doctor when he was diagnosed prostate cancer and now he is cancer free for 17 years. God is Good.

Today she will get more test and probably within this week she will start her chemotherapy.  According to the Doctor it is a painful disease so He gave her a medicine that helps alleviate the pain. Please my dear prayer warrior, help us pray for healing and strength to our Super woman. I lost my super woman 8 years ago. It changes my life and my families life up to this moment. Life is never the same at all. That is why I pray so hard for my mother-in-laws battle. I knew how it feels to loose one so I am also praying for the whole family. That God will continue to shine his light on all of us. That he will take away her pain and sustain her life longer on earth to be with her family and love ones.

This time is a one's hard journey for the Lindsey's so please keep us on your prayer. Thank you all. and God bless everyone of you!

♥HAPPY BITHDAY MOM♥

It's mommy Jenene's birthday today. I call her up on the phone singing and making a wish for her. She's my 2nd mommy not by blood but by heart. After my biological mom passed away mommy Jenene always tried her best to stand up as my mother. We have a very good mother -daughter relationship up until now.

She cried during the time I was so down and depress. She always tells me how much she loves me. She has the kindest heart in the universe. I love her so dearly. And even if her son and I weren't able to surpass all the trials in the relationship I still want to keep mommy Jenene for all my life.

I definitely wanted to see her again. I hope it will be soon.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH FOREVER MY DEAREST MOMMY JENENE♥♥♥

Note: It's November 04 in the United States right now and it's officially her birthday..

Pinoy Big Brother...

Yes!

I feel ecstatic last Saturday. My ever favorite reality show is aired once again. I think I've been whining too much of why does big brother prolonged my agony of waiting.. hahahha! nah. I actually did not do-it.'. I just exaggerate a little to much.

Anyway, I am so updated with what's happening inside kuya's(big brother) house. In fact, I asked the neighbor to please put my antenna so that I can watch it in my TV clearly. So glad the neighbor said yes fast. I have been watching this show since series 1. I remember vividly when mom and I slept real late at night. She used to make some midnight snacks for us. And when there's a drama inside the house mom and eye cried together. LOL!

Now I will be watching it alone here. no one is with me no more, or maybe mom is just seating beside me. How I wish.. :)

Happy Birthday Mom..

My mom is in heaven now. She is with the company of our God almighty. But even though I cannot see her physically I still want to feel her warm embrace. I want to hear her sweet voice that is full of love. My mother is the best woman in the world for me. I Love her to death!

And on her special day I want her to know that I Love her so much. No one can replace her in my heart. Thank you nanay for comforting me during my sleepless nights. I feel your presence right now. I know your watching us and protecting us everyday of our lives.. I Love you!

Happy..Happy birthday!