overseas, just some thought..

Today I go out with my friend. We just go stroll around Manila to find job overseas. I honestly love to visit other country whether it will be for fun as a tourist or a contract worker. It doesn't matter really. Of course I do love my country. and perhaps I will die here in my home land. But you know as a human I also dream of exploring the world. Sight seeing. Looking around the wonders that God has created especially for us..

If I get a chance to marry a man that will love me against all odds. I would sure ask him to explore the world together(only if we can afford). But if I can't find him I still see myself wandering around, enjoying the sight that God has offered. I know for sure I will not be alone in this journey. I will be meeting people that has the same interest in me. My friends here shared the same idea like mine. But I know someday they will create their own families.

With all honesty I am not really in a hurry of finding a guy. Maybe it's good enough that I will focus about myself as of the moment. I will pamper my own self like a baby. My heart has been over used, and I feel guilty about that. It's time to take care of em' . .

As of writing.. my mood is that BIG SMILE below. . . We cannot tell what our tomorrow is. I pray that God will help me, to always if not always maybe most of the time help me feel Happiness and contentment in life.

How powerful LOVE is???

This post is inspired when I was wastching a T.V program about a "gay and a lesbian" who got married in church.I find it very entertaining since it's one of a very rare situation where both gay's(literally men-woman) fell in love with each other.See how powerful love is?

Everyone in this world deserves to be loved. Wether your man,woman,gay or a lesbian. Even dog's in the street needs someone's affection. Love is something that makes you feel accepted no matter how worst the situation is. No matter how tough the time is for you LOVE is always there comforting you and telling you that everything will be alright. TRUE love never quits.

I am a woman that strongly believes that there is a right person for each of us. Along the way we may stumble and fall into pieces, got hurt and perhaps may have scars due to that certain heart break. But isn't it true that falling in love is a wonderful thing?

I have my own fair share of stories about that. But it doesn't mean I will end my world just because someone broke my heart. I won't stop loving..

I know I deserve the BEST. and Someone deserves the BEST in me too..

Here's a famous bible quote that I include...

1 Corinthians 13

If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror;then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

and I say....

I don't know what happened to-me. I really try to compose some words for my blog but it seemed like my powerful brain don't allow me this time. Let see how far this post can go.. he he!

I have so many things to say. too many experience to share. but there's always "but" since I don't know where to start writing. see? it still in the topic of being mum.. hmmm...

Well, just wanted to share that life is not as easy as 123. Everyday we have to keep living. Embracing positive and negative emotions. Sometimes we feel like it's OK, and sometimes we feels like there's a bunch of sh*ts. But, life for me is always a blessing.

I remember how God saved me from a car accident early this year. I think God did that for a purpose. I perhaps see the purpose now, but it's not that clear yet. I have a strong feeling this might be it. The reasons why HE put me in a very hard situation. He knows I am strong and I can handle it with a smile. And I'll be able to put a smile in someone else face too..

Burp Day!

A not-so perfect Day. But the power of friendship helps me get through the Day..

Pre-Birthday post..

In 2 weeks from now it will be my birthday again. I will be turning 29 by then. . With all those years that passed by, it seemed like life for me becomes a tough challenge day by day..

Learnings...

I've learnt that their is no permanent in this world except change...

I've learnt that we have to live our lives according to day by day basis...

I've learnt that in life no matter how deep we fall, their is still goodness along the way...

I've learnt TO LOVE MYSELF even more...

Some wishes..

Good health...

Love of friends and family...

Job..

Positive mind..

Healthy Heart...

To visit my family in Cebu...

Love life???? if it happens, it will.. And I hope this time, it will be with the right one!

Wants...

to eat strawberry cream fudge..

to buy shirt,jeans and slippers.. It's been forever already (shopping for myself)

to spend time with my friends..

I am Thankful, that God blessed me with good people around me. Thank you Lord for all the wonderful blessings in my life. I owe everything from you, and on that note I will continue to be your faithful servant... Amen!

Re-post...

I just read this note while browsinng, and I feel like it's worth for a re-post...

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back."