This post is based on how I feel today. With all honesty since yesterday I never feel good. Headache strikes again and emotions went up and down. I am tired and emotionally down. I need an outlet. I reckon why I feel this way is because I have no one to talk. I felt crazy here inside the four corners of my room. I feel sad. I don't understand.

I am so contented with my life right now, but I can't help to be sad sometimes. I think because  I'm only human you know. I feel so alone today. James is spending time with the family Saturday and Sunday so I am left home with just me, myself, and sassy.  He needs it as he did not see them in a while since he was sick. The  kids missed him so much. Yes I am very proud how good of a person he is and how he loves the family. when he had a cold all I did is just wish I am there to take care of him. I feel so useless at times when I can't be there when I know he needs me the most. *sight!*

Another thing every once in a while my headache strikes again. I thought we have disbanded our closeness already but I think it  loves me a little. I just wish it will not exist no more and will totally hate me like I hated every during it's visit. I am glad my thoughtful fiance brings me a bottle(250 pcs.) of pain reliever. It does help BIG TIME.

 I just wish you'all a happy start of the week. once this headache will be over, I'm sure mine will be better too. Here's a photo of me and sassy. Happy Monday everyone!

Monday!

Been a little busy already. My 2012 is interesting as I have posted earlier. I so love the feeling of having the time to breath good and be thankful in everyday of my life.

I am also waiting for my BIG Opps. According to the last email I received, it will take 3 and 1/2 months for the approval. Now I am on my 3rd month and that adds up my excitement. I just keep on praying that everything will turn out right this time. My faith is strong and I believe it will happen.

For now locals keeps me busy and shopping too.(ha. ha. yabang ei). Seriously I shop for cloths because my office wardrobe is empty. Good thing I have a sponsor! naks!.. :D . We have dress code at the office so your lola is having a hard time daily of what to wear. Ka lurky!

So anyway I will leave you with this positive note for now. Wish you have a good start my friends. :)