I missed Cebu..

I missed home.

It's when this time of the year where people in my hometown gather all together. Familiar faces walking along the streets and new generations are growing fast.I so missed those childhood days I spent with my kababata. The unending chit-chats with them was priceless.

This quote makes sense to me.

"The clock is running. Make the most of today. Time waits for no man. Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why it is called the present."

It's really true. isn't it? Sometimes I wish I can go back to that certain time in my life. And sometimes also I wish I can hold the hands of time. But it's one of those impossible dreams. No one can do that. We all are here in this world for a purpose.

I don't know what's my purpose just yet(but I have an idea). How about you? Do you know already yours?

Everyday is a blessing!

I always find a little bit of joy in everyday of my life.

I try to keep myself occupied daily. Each and every single day I go out and find a job(call center). Also it is everyday that I get frustrated because I failed. I do passed the first step (initial interview) 2nd (online exam: phone calls, speed test, accuracy test, spelling and computer knowledge)

BUT.. when it comes to FINAL INTERVIEW that's where I'm turned down.

It takes 5 hours to get to the final interview. One time after hearing the result that I failed I wanted to burst out into tears. How I wished they failed me in that initial interview, that way I will not wait for that long. While on the way home I told myself I wanted to stop for a while. But the other part of me is still pushing me to go on.

Each day I learned little things about me. I learned how to ride an MRT alone. I learned that even if I have no job for the moment I am still blessed as compared to other people. I have a comfortable bed at home, I can buy clothes if I want to and can eat descent food if I feel like. That's a big thing that we need to survive. When I see people sleeping in the street, I felt sorry for them. So see how blessed I am.

Fast forward.. Yesterday I tried to find job again. Walking around Makati even though the sun shines so brightly. I did not care. All I want is to try again. Then I see this banner/billboard. And so without second thought I went inside the building and go up in the 12th floor. I have all the guts again to apply.. The lady accept my resume, and asked me to wait for my name to-be called for an exam.

Fast forward again.. I took the first exam and passed it. Took the 2nd exam and passed it..Wait for an hour for my Interview. This time around I feel lucky... no need to elaborate. LOL!

This too shall pass...

Speaking from the heart. I honestly wanted to rest for one more week. I don't feel like going out and finding a job just yet. Those days at the hotel drown all of my energy, that is why right now I want to be lazy even just for few more days.

BUT...

I have a need to find a job as soon as possible. My budget is not in good shape now. I felt sad thinking about this. This year I've reach the lowest point in my life. I never imagine myself going through this boat. never at all..

BUT then again...

This boat of unhappiness makes me a better person. It helps me realize that life is not a bed of roses. It could be a bed of roses, but with thorns in it. OUCH! hehehhe.... As for me everything happens for a certain reason. So many uncertainty. right? My life and emotions is in limbo(literally) one minute I am OK and next minute I felt alone and neglected.

BUT....

it's OK.... nO MATTER how many bucket of tears I cried everyday, LIFE for me goes on... because I'm sure

THIS TOO SHALL PASS

Trip to Tagaytay with my TECP friends..

Saturday morning when we decided to go to Tagaytay to unwind. I was loaded with work the past few days and so I decided to be with friends to smell some fresh air away from the City. It was so much fun. We had a blast strolling around the place. The view is refreshing.. It makes me realize the more to work hard and save a lot so I can buy a property there(wishful thinking lang). I know I can't afford . but who knows. dba?

Here's few of our pictures...

No Other Woman...

Yesterday my friend Jane invited me to watch movie with her. I feel super lazy to go out, but because she needs company I decided to grant her wish. Everything was free. From movie, to food to coffee. Actually I wanted to get money from my pocket but she did not let me. I feel a little shy but she assure that it's really OK. so I just said thank you..

Well, anyway here's the movie. My ever favorite Anne Curtis is in the lead role... :)

positive mind...

How time flies so fast. Right now, I am journeying a new chapter in my life. Who would have thought that a crying lady with a broken heart(not anymore) that was me turns out to be a full grown up woman.

When I looked back my life six months ago. I can't help but smile and feeling so PROUD of myself(right now). My life is never perfect (I thought it was). No one has/had a perfect life. I've learnt, that everyone undergo the same frustrations and heartaches like mine. Strong people survive(including myself) but negative people failed (sad)


Well anyways life has so many twist and turns. What is important is that we just have to stay strong. If today ended with tears of pain, for sure tomorrow will be another day. There could be pain or sorrow, but remember there is always joy and success along the ways.

KEEP GOD as your refuge, and FAITH as your Armour. then everything else follows!

Life is Full of surprises!

Lord Thank You sooooooooo much!
You design my life creatively. Sometimes
I don't understand life. But you help me survive
in my daily encounter. I trust your will Oh Lord...

I hope this is the beginning of my future.
Please Lord stay with me in my journey forever.

Love Always...

Your Beautiful Daughter,
Honeybunch


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I am extremely Happy right now. I couldn't believe I did it..

It still feels like a dream. But it's NOT! This is for real..

God works in mysterious ways.. super mysterious..

Memories..

While browsing photos in my computer. I accidentally stumble a picture dated April 12, 2011. Tears just keep rolling in my eyes while staring to that photo.

A sad memories. A beautiful story with a sad ending.

As of this writing, I still can't believe that we part ways. Two happy souls, dreaming beautiful dream and tomorrows for each other. To have and to hold till death-do us part..

The promises were carried away by the waves in the ocean. It's nowhere now.. It's hidden in the deep sorrow.

But... I still continue living my life. I still continue believing in my dreams. It is offen strange to think how life often throws us a curve ball. and wonder why did things happen a certain way...

All I know is a fact that life is beautiful. Even though my heart is filled with sorrow sometimes. I am not loosing hope, that someday I will be loved again by someone. Hoping that this someone will be forever mine... :)

The typhoon that was...

Last Tuesday I braved myself going to work even Manila is in signal no.3 .When I left home the rain just pour a little so I thought it was just a mistake weather update (kidding). The problem starts after I stepped out in the bus. The wind starts to blow hard, that I could no longer use my umbrella. The rain is still calm the same situation as I left the house but it was non-stop.

I asked the boss, that I will leave early as I don't want to-be caught up in traffic. I feel so scared to be stranded in the city of Manila where drug addict and crazy people are countless. So glad that she allow me.

Many passengers were waiting for the bus. The rain starts to pour so heavy and water starts to increase its level. I felt nervous at that time. When thirty minutes had passed by already and no bus yet is coming I decided to cross the street. I did not brave on the flood. It was nasty and I don't wanna get sick. So I decided to call a trikes and pay money to the driver. better that way.

After an hour of waiting finally a non-air condition bus came. I felt relieve and happy. While inside the bus, I told myself not to-go outside the house when typhoon occur. I have learnt that lesson that day. LOL!

Here's some photos from my phone.